Pete and I were having a little chat and then he randomly opened up a topic concerning Sasha Grey (a quite young, yet well-known porn star). Likewise, he shared a youtube video of Sasha wherein she appeared as an interviewee on Tyra Banks' talk show. I'm completely aware of the things going on in the porn industry, though having someone who does the real "job" reveal and affirm what you think leads to a sad and obviously, a shocking epiphany. I guess being the judge of what she does for a living, which is non of anyone's business, buries you under disturbing, circling thoughts.

I'm into porn like many boys around my age with raging testosterone levels. It's just that when you have this kind of moment (grasping beyond the effects of pornography), the mere point to ponder (even if it's quite "bothering" in the contrary) is that promotion of dehumanization is being uplifted.

I have great respect for girls who are deserving of it. I just hate how other people conclude with hasty generalizations (that sounded a bit tautological xD). Yeah sure Sasha is a young porn star who can earn money even if she hasn't been hooked up with pornograpy. She said it herself, it is merely what she wants to do for a living. I speak on behalf of other women getting into this kind of thing. Not all of them wholeheartedly accepted the path of pornography or should I say, dehumanization? Some may be in desperate need of money, but I won't eliminate the fact that some also are just in for pleasure or they are just sickly plagued by their narcistic nature. If the opposing question, "so why do other women not quit after earning money to start a new life?" comes to your mind, it's probably because they have started the journey and that nothing can change their past. The process of dehumanization has started anyway, at least they could earn more.

Wooooooo. xD Sorry. I just pity those whose dignity were taken away. I don't blame them, they actually give me pleasure. HAHA xD

It's the eve of my birthday's eve. Haberday bukas Peter!

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