Being in the middle of a misapprehended jive feels worse than being the culprit. I have delved into a deep hole of anger bearing the ironic feeling of NOT having these two persons buried twelve feet under. Even if the devil got upright on their shoulders, they are my friends and I would never fail to be on their side.

If the joke was not played on a person who has low self-esteem, things would not have gotten far worse than expected. I feel how traumatic the incident was being in our helper's shoes. What pisses me off though, is the fact that she gets acquainted with my friends every time I host a sleep over. By the same token, this was not the first time my friends and I got into drinking at home.

For us to be logical, let's bear in my mind these facts before I narrate what happened:
(P and V VS Ate maid) *Me at # 5

1. P and V often joke about ate, but for real, they are disgusted to even imagine either one of them having sex with her.

2. As said earlier, ate knows them and how they act.

3. FUCK -_-" As said by my tita, whom eventually ate told the incident to, it was her VIRGINITY that was threatened. OH GOSH.

4. I believe seeing something is a better proof. Ate only heard their provocative jokes. She was inside the master's bedroom trying to push back the door as she thought they were planning to barge their way inside. How could she be so sure about them attempting to rape her? I can't even imagine.

5. I was too sedate so I fell asleep. I was unconscious when the incident happened. Okay I maybe elevating the innocence of one side, but again they are my friends. I know how they act when drunk. It's far from their scope of kagaguhan to touch a katulong.


Let's proceed to what happened. I was asleep, I didn't know what was happening. How tautological. P and V went upstairs to give ate a May 1 fool's day. They were banging the door while shouting foul statements. Ate thought they were desperate to fuck her brains out so she brought a knife with her (safety first). P and V gave her a huge feeling of fright going on with their prank. Ate had enough and pierced through a small space under the door with her kitchen knife to scare them off.

Gahhd I thank Rocky for calling them. Ate thought it was my tito's voice who was calling their attention so she had the confidence to open the fucking door making P and V to rush back to my room.

Here is my theory. P and V knew it was Rocky's voice who called their attention. Plus, it was said in a teasing tone! Ate thought it was some sort of a rescue but it was not. So that means, if P and V were really desperate to give her one hell of a night, they would have gone inside the room and started fucking her! To think that it was even ate who made them run back to my room as she opened the door marks a conclusion that it was really a joke. C'mon. My friends being desperate to bone a maid? I bet they would even resort to fuck each other. She can bring along her virginity to her grave.

Despite being on the side of my friends, I'm really sorry for what happened. I hope it was really a joke matched with the devil's spirit. I just feel pushed off the edge because of my dad's hasty generalization. Yes it's a fallacy. Even if I hang out often with my barkada there is still a distinct quality of behavior running in our friendship and of course, in each one of us. I would never engage in such a disgusting act and everybody knows how I behave in a different setting.

Got A Life Then
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