Having an inquisitive mind is a sign of high intelligence, as they say. But in my own opinion derived from experience, having numerous curiosly negative thoughts running in your mind is a simple, gradual way of demolishing your academic interest. But this is only one of the many probable reasons why I have been getting low scores particularly in Anatomy. Encountering an intricate topic for example, my mind would not focus wholly as it should upon having a mindset of "I should only know what I need to know". No doubt when practical examinations come, I get scores that would fall under the category of imbeciles. It's being practical saving some brain space (not at all xD), but missing out too much is being otherwise; Concluding to the thought that I may not know what is really important. I'm not sure if this is one type of sour-graping mechanism, but for a fact, it's not helping me at all. I wish someone would push me off this bed of question marks and make me realize before getting to "cach-ing" world, I have to work my ass off, no questions asked.

Shifting is not considred as an option anymore since my mom doesn't want me to do so unless I would instead take up med tech. It's worth a try but risky enough once the ADHD kid losses interest. As a fact, all the reasons why I'm being like Humpty Dumpty are opaquely visible, but the wrinkled dude up there sees everything trasparently.

Got A Life Then
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