I still can't imagine how one simple expected "hi" which turned out to be seemingly just an ignoring glimpse would put me down to total depression. It got me under a mild case of paranoia thinking about the reason which perhaps this has happened because of the mere fact that I did a lot of doltish deeds when I got drunk last Saturday. If I'd point out what particular event happened, hell, it would be too obvious whom I am writing this shallow as-if-it's-the-end-of-the-world-for-me post to. Pretty much I guess, with the signs slapping me to reality, they're probably telling me, "Boy, this ain't your turn"

It's quite ironic and funny at the same time knowing that there's a part of me who/which wants to keep this feeling of sympathy. Tang ina di ako emo ah. Wala lang. Probably feeling sad brings out inferences to others that there's a big manifestation when looking up to the clouds spelling out Ehhs Ohh Ehhs (SOS). I'm confused about this dilemma, yet certain that I don't stand a chance. Hay. I wish she'd bother to read this. HAHA. Sige. I'm sorry. @__@ KASI I'm emotionally retarded.

Got A Life Then
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