Tuesday, September 23, 2008
5:21 AM
For the sake of clearing things out and to throw some points to whoever tagged out those alarming messages I've received recently, MY GOD. I don't have any intention of COURTING her. I still have my sense of consideration even if I stated in my last post that I'm "EMOTIONALLY RETARDED" Even the idea of courting someone who's in a relationship would never tempt me. Hell no. Plus the fact that I just broke up with you know a couple of months ago. So puhh-lease. I don't want new issues arising from a miscomprehended post. It's just simply infatuation, or in a lower degree of meaning, crush. My gosh. CRUSH LANG PO. So don't make it seem like a big issue. Giving out comments like that would probably be the factor of what you're afraid of happening. I mean, if that is your REAL intention. About that "HI" thing, ugh this is perhaps the reason why =) misinterpreted it. To summarize the story, we accidentally got into text messaging the Friday before her birthday. Well of course, at least in my case, once you have been text messaging each other, I would expect that we are already friends, right? Then came Monday I was heading home when I saw her. I was about to wave at her but seemingly, yes she was looking at me for a second, (continue that but) just passed through the half opened door. Diba? So considering that I have a crush on her, with what happened, I felt depressed initiating myself just to write out what I feel to avoid repression. And of course, feeling depressed I couldn't avoid expressing myself in a way that it seemed like I was expecting too much from her. So case closed. >.> I'm not mad. I shouldn't be. I am just surprised and tired of thinking who would tag out those messages. You can always approach me, whoever you are. I'm sorry if you're really affected by this. But I'm just balancing the "sides" of the people involved here.
Got A Life Then
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