Have you ever felt like being heavily enraged inside? I seriously don't know what the fuck is wrong with me and I've been irrational for the past few days. It's breaking my heart. >.> Hell >.>, I'm putting all the blame on my bewildered mind. I guess, in this case, I'm really hopeless. I feel abused and I'm tired of being compassionate to others. I've gotta balance my attention and pace with what I really want to happen from now on.

I can't cope up with this frustration so it's better if I would care less instead. My feelings have been antagonized without any chance of fighting back. I hate to accept the fact that, although after how many days, I'll be fine again, once this feeling comes back, I would DEFINITELY start regretting as my anger intensifies for accepting what I had given my patience to and for being considerate again. Anger, misery hmm what the fuck is the difference. As long as I know how to express it I can sustain myself. Gahd, it's really hard to accept how ironic my life is. These embattled thoughts keep me from being focused. >.> ohh hell... Although these unusual feelings are killing me, I still feel lucky for having this certain girl on my side. Thank God for Mariel >.> what a closing statement. It takes one SPECIAL girl just to keep me back on track.

Got A Life Then
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