Okay so.. Past is past.. Perhaps by now I can start 'feeling' again.. The thing is I don't want to hurt other people anymore.. I'm afraid that if I do this again, I'll end up hurting.. The fact that I keep on hurting other people just makes me think twice.. Am I better off alone? Time's running out.. @_@ Give me a sign please.. Well I'm pretty mature to handle a relationship now.. I think... Haii. It's really hard to decide.. In the meantime I'll just start talking to her.. Evaluation is the first step... Haha.. WTF.. 9 months pa.. I have lots of time to decide.. There's a 70:30 chance though.. Should I go for it? Gahh.. I really really really really really really like her... That means I'm hesitating 'cause I don't wanna hurt her.. I'm not obsessed.. Obsession.. Sheesh.. Fuck up.. Anyway.. I didn't expect that this would happen.. I've slipped off from the rock and fell on a huge bed of roses.. Too bad there's this wall between us that keeps us apart.. But time will come.. I'll be Hercules and Achilles combined to bang off that tremendous wall just to be with you... Gahh.. You're so cool.. :o3

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